dreaming of the impossible...

i never imagine a life full of problems and trials... but as i look at my life right now... i have that kind of life.... when i was a kid i always wish to be older so that i could do stuffs older people do... but why do i feel this way right now... i wish to be a kid... with a hassle free life... you can do anything without people judging you based on your actions.... you can be whoever you wanna be... but as i evaluate my life... its full of complications, hardships and trials.... but without these things in my life that has been happenning for the longest time... i wouldn't be stronger and ready to face the present the future to come....