out of the blue...

trying to be fine...
trying to find myself again...
thanx to my friends...
just can't keep up anymore....
but i still have to deal with it....
no one can help me but myself....
these are just trials i have to deal with....
trial to let time pass by...
to make me stronger...
and realize my worth....
as a person...
as a friend....
as somebody......

hitting rock bottom!

sad...
depressed....
ht rock bottom!
feeling of insecurity...
feeling of desperation.....
wishing it never happened...
wishing it was over....
worried sick....
so blue..