9.01.2005

AnOtHeR cHaPtEr In My LiFe……



Its just like yesterday that I’ve been longing for a lost friendship to be rekindled again… as time passes by I realize that small things should not be taken for granted… all misunderstandings should be settled as soon as possible…. All secrets would be revealed in time… nobody could take away the opportunity to know the real you…. The real you who is hiding beyond that mask that you always have in the palms of your hand… a little kid who is longing for love, attention and care that everyone should have in his/her lifetime…. Many things happened in my life for a couple of months now and i'm glad I’m over it…. With all the trials that I have surpassed in time….. I’m stronger and tougher now…. The old phoebe before was just a pretender… a great pretender I may say... she pretends that she could take everything in a stride… pretending to be happy even though she is not… pretending she is ok but believe me she is breaking into tiny pieces… but as we all say….. Our wounds will heal in time… but I also realize that losing somebody in your life doesn’t mean the end of everything… but only the end of one chapter in your life… and you have to move on…. As I turned a year older… the person that I’m longing for…. Was there for me …. I really don’t know what got into me… what got into me that I’m really looking forward in meeting her up that night….. well 1st to set things straight… then to talk about everything that has happened between us…. We may not be the best of friends for a few months... but I do believe that in time we could be at the same level or even better than before…. we know that we have our own faults and we are both sorry for everything… I just wish that it won’t happen again coz I don’t know what to do anymore if I’m going to lose another friend again in that same situation and for you.
 Thank you!!! You know who you are!!!!! 

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