confession room once again....

few bottles of beer and soda.... good sounds... good movie.... good friends.... conversations that led to confessions..... confessions that led to reality.... bonding with people who understands you.... who sees you when your in deep shit.... who tries to be strong for you no matter what.... even if you think you carry the whole world as a burden at your back.... realization that the problem that you have is nothing compared to what they have right now.... to what they are thinking about.... comparison wise.... i'm very thankful for already passing those stages of having sleepless nights... every single night that i was so confused, every single night that i feel so alone, that there is no one to turn to or to lean on..... troubled and crazed..... stunned..... spaced out..... insecured..... but i know that even though i am okay now..... there are a lot of things going on my mind.... a lot of questions yet to be answered.... but i know all things will work out fine..... and i hope that with my friends as well, they will find the answers that they are looking for.... i may not be a perfect friend to them... i cannot offer everything to them or even to satisfy their needs.... but i do assure them that when time comes that people would turn their backs on them.... I WONT.....